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November 29th
9:37pm] |
okay so nowwwwwwww im living in california. hollywood to be exact i really dont know what else to say. i feel like im fifteen again when i write in this thing. L4m3.
but no, okay so lets recap the yesr a little i guess...
so, in January of 2009 i was getting hellla fucked up on heroin everyday and i was kicked out of my house living in a bording house. i went to court high on january 16 and they put me in jail. i sat there till march 24. then on march 26 i went to spring house in saddle brook, which is a halfway house. like for recovery from drugs and alcohol. i was there for 7 months, till october 7th. so i was clean and sober for like 9 months, which was sweet. but i got kicked out of the halfway house, for other illnesses. so i had to go back home. and i was living like an hour away.... i mean i thought i was doing really good. but i guess not, cause i came home from a job interview one day and they called me into thier huge staff meeting and told me i was being Disiplinary Discharged, which is total fucking bullshit and fucked up. so what do i do when i get back to my dads? i fucking relapse, of course. of fucking course. then i checked myself into the hospital cause i wanted to die. now im in hollywood california, back in the program, i have 5 days back. which is really really humbling. really, alot. its amazing out her and i never want to leave.
&&&i met this really amazing guy named erek. i really like him and he really likes me. and we totally hooked up hard x core lastnight and today. and i really ... yeah, awesome
<3
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[Friday
April 17th
12:55pm] |
i live in saddle brook now.
it's pretty sweet.
central jersey was getting old.
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[Wednesday
March 25th
10:24am] |
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i just got bailed out of jail last night.
fuck the fuck yes! hello free world.
i have missed you so.
music and cigarettes have never been
so fucking amazing!
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[Wednesday
March 25th
10:23am] |
i was in love with my best friend
and i never told her. i suck at life.
i live by myself now. at an appt.
and it's pretty okay. just made
mad money the other night.
need to get my car fixed.
i have court on the 16th of
January. i'm scared.
i hate my sister.
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[Saturday
December 27th
9:28pm] |
i was in love with my best friend
and i never told her. i suck at life.
i live by myself now. at an appt.
and it's pretty okay. just made
mad money the other night.
need to get my car fixed.
i have court on the 16th of
January. i'm scared.
i hate my sister.
oh... and fucking newburgh
kid texted me the other day.
and PROMISED he'd call the
next day. and never did.
the usual.
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[Wednesday
October 15th
9:28pm] |
got kicked out of rehab.
crashed mom's car.
in FL - at matt's.
leaving tomorrow. shit sucks.
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[Saturday
June 28th
1:47am] |
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crashed my car two nights ago. and bought a new one today. fuck yeah. matt comes home on sunday, and i can't wait to see him. shit.
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[Saturday
September 1st
1:59pm] |
new car # 3
1992 mercury sable wagon
$600
ballin.
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[Friday
August 17th
5:55pm] |
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car = totaled
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[Sunday
July 30th
5:33pm] |
im in germany right now,
at an internet cafe,
smoking a cigg.
and it's sweet.
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[Monday
March 20th
2:58pm] |
friday night was awesome. i slept over tara's house and me her and kevin hung out all night. it was fucking crazy awesome. the next morning she drove me to work, and i worked 12-4. i got off work early cause i thought that right after work i was gonna go to menlo mall to see francis, but i didn't, cause i didn't feel like it. hah. i was also supposed to see the high school musical with nick ward saturday night also, but that didn't work out. whatever. it's not like that was going to be a really good show and i wanted to see it or anything. it's cool. i ended up hanging out with old ryan. it was actually really fun. i miss ryan alot, and i remembered how good a person he was out of the whole crowd of people from last year, and how we used to just listen to music and talk about it, and everything. and how school really isimportant, and it's important to have fun, but in moderation, and just staying on the path of the good. (so to speak) i told him that i'm probobly graduating early, and he seemed really excited for me. and i was like I KNOW! so that was cool.
sunday i woke up late, i was supposed to go into work at 9, but no one woke me up, sweet. so i just ended up not going. cause sometimes thats okay, just to call out for no reason. but it aint gon turn into no habit! so yeah. around 3 on sunday, i went to nick wards house cause he told me he would help me with my lit project since he read the book and i didn't. i had to make a board game for the book 'catcher in the rye' or whatever. it took us a good 3 hours to do. but it turned out really good, and we put alot of effort into it, so i think i'll be good.
i got home from nicks house at like 6:30 ish and then went to youth group at 7. andy dudnsky was there cause he's like, dating some girl kelly from my church. but there wasn't really a whole lot that went on there. 2 leaders weren't there, and neither were like, half the kids. i hung out with kevin majority of the time though. that was cool. we hung out after, and it was really cool. we ended up just sitting in his car for like 2 hours and listening to music, and singing to music, and talking about music. haha, and we went to quick check TWICE. pretty good turn out this weekend.
rasta.
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March 4th
10:59pm] |
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